I was given zyprexa to help me sleep or tone down my anger. I was prescribed 2.5 mg as needed but sometimes take up to 3x this dose to bring me back down. It feels right but I worry i am back on the road to substance abuse. In the past I have had problems with snorting my stimulant medication to boost my exam performance.

I was wondering if any of you can relate. I feel bad about this sometimes.