2 boys that are friends..
1st boy- used to like me. Hates me now. Tells me how he punched another guy because he was so mad at me. Promised he'll never hit me, but that I piss him off and annoy him so much. And all these other wonderful things.
2nd boy- has a slightly abusive father. Never really been close friends with him. Always thought he was sweet.
Story:
Invited both of them and a boy I used to like over to watch a chill movie hang out night.
Boys kept talking so I told them to be quiet.
Then they kept talking so I gave up and enjoyed the movie trying to ignore them.
The boy i used to like was talking a lot.
2nd boy says "Why don't you tell him to be quiet? why does he get special treatment?"
Then he kept going on and on and started to get really rude and I wasn't sure how to respond considering I didn't really know him. So i just looked at my phone and tried not to cry because he was getting really mad and rude and i'm just a little girl at heart and don't like when men get angry.
I had my feet up on a chair.
He leaned really close and just stared at me with this glare that made my heart sink.
Then he ripped off my shoe in an angry manner and threw it on the floor really hard and stormed out and left.
I was so scared in my own home.
None of the boys did anything.
And I felt so trapped and alone and scared and hurt.
There's something about someone bigger than me getting so angry and violent that shakes me up in a way I can't explain.
If it was a girl i wouldn't care as much.. but I just hated feeling so scared.
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