So, Friday I was told by T I'm being Delusional, actually she slipped and said that. We had a long talk about the crisis center, AP's and how often to take prn's, not tying the doctors hands as what medications to take, and things of the sort. I have to continue to eat and drink and not hurt myself if I want to stay home.

I don't feel like I want to do either of those things. I feel fine. T says I'm anxious and may be depressed but I don't believe her. I really doubt I'm actually delusional. She did have my husband in there the whole time and we did go over time. She usually only does that when she thinks I'm really unwell. How did I make them think that I was delusional when I'm not? How do I convince them I'm not? I am begrudgingly taking my AP PRN, my husband doesn't know I am. He feels if I take the AP it's time to go to the crisis unit but isn't that what the PRN is for?

I know I pay for T and pdoc's professional opinion and they are awesome but how do I prove them wrong? If I was delusional wouldn't she want me to see the pdoc sooner? I don't want to be IP around Christmas especially when I don't need to be. Help. If I am delutional how do I convince myself I am?