Everything seems to suck right now. My boyfriend of 3.5 years broke up with me over Christmas. I'm a student so we'd been apart for a while and I could tell things weren't right between us. I wanted to sit down and talk about it and try and figure things out but I never even got the chance. He broke up with me 5 days before I had to fly back to school. Even though it's been 6 months I can't stop thinking about him and how much I miss him. We're now back in the same city so it makes it hard. Especially since he's already found someone to replace me, even though he broke up with me so he could be single and take home different people all the time. I can't get him out of my head and it's driving me crazy. I miss him so much even though I know he's not the same person he was when we were together. Hopefully it's just a phase and he starts to take more care about his life because even if we're not together I still care about him and I'm disappointed to see where he's going right now. It's so hard to see someone you love and not be able to say anything. I think I need to tell him how I feel, knowing full well he won't care at all. At least then he'll know. I just wish somehow I could never think of him again.