I have this. Let me try to describe....it's always in my chest where I feel it most. It's crushing and is kinda that feeling you get when you can't cry but really need to....or when you can't breathe. If it gets really bad, it feels like I'm bursting into I don't know what....like glass shards are piercing my heart.

I sometimes feel like I'm emotionally beyond repair and visualize my internal world as bleeding to the point where it's life-threatening...maybe I'm long gone beyond that now, idk. It just feels like if someone could see me in the emotional sense, they would rush me to the hospital. But they can't.