My brother and is family are downstairs... fiirst thing my brother did today was hitting me with his kid's foam puzzle! I hate this! He should be the one ashamed to set a foot in this house, but all he does when he comes here is to *playfully* bully me! No one realizes how hurt I am every time he does it! I just retreated to my room, and I'm a bit drunk... I'd like to sleep the day away and forget about my crappy life. But if I do that I won't be able to sleep tonight and I'm working tomorrow.... All I want is to be hugged and loved, but apparently that's too much to ask for!