It's funny, I don't think I feel it I'm my body necessarily (but I have a tough time connecting to my body much of the time). It feels like I'm a tiny speck in the middle of space and falking back to the ground hard, all while contained in my body. My head feels a million miles away from my body and I'm totally some in a vacuum. It's a longing to have support from someone when I feel very small. It's an emptiness. And its terribly "alone". It's wanting a hug or someone to hold my hand, but being terrified of it at the same time...
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