I have no one who loves and supports me close by. I have one really good friend who is 1300 miles away. Sometimes I try to pull away from her. I think its because once you find someone who loves you it makes you want more. I'm just not very good at making friends and sometimes it feels like I should just accept the fact that I will always be alone. How am I suppose to pull myself out of this hole I am, when it feels so deep and no one is around to help me? Should it make us feel better that we aren't alone in thinking we are all alone?