Hey, I could have written every word you said! I, too, used to be an avid reader and then lost the ability to focus and concentrate to the point of not being able to read. But just last week I picked up a book and actually was able to read it!!! I know exactly what you mean and isn't it wonderful to be able to get back to doing something you once loved to do? I'm pretty happy about it myself. Lauren
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Originally Posted by HealingTimes
I think i am starting to win my battle against depression. Today has marked a major milestone for me.
All my life (i am now 34) i have been a huge reader. I have always had a book on the go, and have never gone a day without reading. It has been my life, and saved my life many a time by keeping me sane and helping me to escape.
Anyway, about 18 months ago i realised i wasnt reading. Not only was i not reading, but i hadnt been reading for a while. In 18 months i have tried (and failed) to pick up a book and just read, but i have been unable to focus or concentrate on a book. I know this happens to be because of my depression.
Today i read again A whole 4 chapters. And enjoyed it, and it was easy to focus.
Sorry, i know this sounds silly to some people, but i hope someone understands why this is such a big deal to me? |