I'm just so scared to ask for help.I tried to do the letter/text to tell someone but i cant get myself to do it. I tried telling my friend, but I couldn't.

IK, i need help because lately I've been really suicidal, & depressed.I feel worthless, & I really don't wan to be right. I've also been extremely tired & irritable.

How can I tell someone?
I'm scared because I don't want people to treat me different. Or them to think I am different. I also don't them to send me to a hospital.