It seems that every year without fail, my emotions take a dive around October or so. That's not to say that I don't feel depressed/empty during the rest of the year, but it just seems to get especially worse around this time. Winter is stressful enough when you include the holidays, but I have quite a few anniversaries coming up, or that have passed. I can't do this anymore. I need to figure out a way to take care of myself. Winter is here, whether I want it to be or not. I just need to figure out how to deal with it. Ignore my rambling..