I arrived earlier once and saw an angry/upset girl leaving. And T looked serious so I felt jealous and wondered what had happened during that session and if T could really focus on me for the coming hour. But the feeling lasted shorter than expected, I guess because I've always felt connected (I can be very jealous and I'm quite attached to my T).
I know she doesn't have many clients for a reason. But I often worry about being the last on her list and sometimes can't help wondering how the one "she likes the most" must be and if she can't wait for me to go away. So stupid.