I'm so glad your T had a good reaction. I told my T about how attracted I was to her etc and some of my most shameful moments (Like when I was nine I would torture cats) And she took both really well, even showed compassion on the latter one. She's really good about these things. I just been on edge lately and cna see her hospitalizing me which I want I just kinow she won't be able to go with me to the hospital cause she has a meeting afterwards ugh