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Old Dec 09, 2013, 12:46 AM
BrunetteBabe1005 BrunetteBabe1005 is offline
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Originally Posted by Alokin View Post
Some things cannot be understood. I am telling you, for real, don't blame yourself. You are just going to run yourself in circles. If he is leaning on others that is his prerogative, you should not be possessive of him, that too will get you nowhere. Sounds like you are not into him romantically, but enjoy his attention, perhaps that is why he is withdrawing from you? You realize that kind of behavior is called leading someone on? I do not think you would appreciate someone treating you like that.
I do genuinely care about him as a friend, and it was going to lead to something more, but because of his unstableness and his issues, there's a lot of drama that I can't really get into that circles him. Well, because of those things I figured it would be best to just be platonic friends, cause I need to figure him out more and he needs to sort things out in his life as well. I feel bad if I was leading him on, but those certainly weren't my intentions. I might like the attention, but I do genuinely care about him and his well being. I want to reach out to him and help him as much as I can cause I do love him. I know it's not based on getting attention. I have issues with the whole friend thing cause there were a lot of people I cared about who I thought were my friends but ended up not being my friends and completely cut me out of their lives and used me, so I cling onto pretty much any person that comes in my life, and if he is reaching out to other people then I am going to take it personally and act sensitive about the situation cause I will think in my head "Oh he doesn't look at me as a friend he is like everyone else. Just uses me and mistakes my kindness for weakness"

I just don't want him to cut me out of his life, cause I do care about him. I got cut out of peoples lives too much and it broke my heart tremendously cause I do love people and always want to be there for people but people take advantage of my kindness and use it till I realize what they are doing then they split. I guess that is why I would be upset if he were to talk to other people about his situation and not me. Cause then I wouldn't feel like a friend to him. Thank you for commenting, I do appreciate it.