My boyfriend and I have been together almost two months and I cheated on him. It just happened. I was drinking and when I drink all my "monsters" start surfacing. My boyfriend already has trust issues considering his soon to be ex wife left him and took their two kids. It had nothing to do with him but everything to do with me. I'm scared he's going to resent me. And then I can't forget that he's my first love. Also that I may be pregnant by my boyfriend.