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Dec 09, 2013, 03:10 AM
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Even though it feels like soul-numbing torture at times? Yeah, for the most part. I still get the boredom & am having trouble finding any outlets nearly as satisfying!! But... I like to think the fact that I'm trying at all is going above & beyond the call of duty. 
I don't know where things will end up... I'm mainly focused on cultivating self-control for my own personal benefit! That's more successful than trying to change yourself for someone else. Especially when "someone else" usually = expendable.
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