Yeah i did not have a very adult weekend! I was going to ask you, what do you WANT? I need to asknmyself the same thing. I think we sense when our families envision an empty future for us, for whatever reason. We take it on. I felt kind of betrayed when my brother announced they were pregnant. I was like, i thought we had a deal! I know, totally a Seinfeld moment, but in 1984 - that "deal" episode was in the 90's.