Right now, I'm dealing with physical as well as emotional challenges. My physical problems aren't nearly as bad as a lot of people. But at the moment, with being unsure of my physical health, it is making my mental health issues kind of take a backseat. I've got to just focus on getting through one day at a time and not focus on the future until I know more. Sort of like you have to do when you are very depressed and suicidal. I think one is as bad as the other.