But that is exactly what i do. He holds it in the crook of his arm, but i dont have the patience and i just lay my doll across my lap. I was thinking today before session, hes allowed to have a baby but i am not. I think you have to grow up holding babies to be comfortable with them, and to want them. But i think they were kept away from me, im not sure why. Sorry for the hijack, growli, but i wonder if that was her situation too.