The grey I do experience, so minimally it is as if to say I cannot have it for but a moment. It feels so right it must be unreal, appearing in disguise...then somehow I'm forced to let go while trying hard to hold on so tight. It simply happens and thus all else takes control; the lack of consistancy as well as balance. It is but as a tease, if you will ...just as a moment of elation and one comes down to it's extreme.