I would caution you in self diagnose. We tend to over focus symptoms and say, oh yea that's me. I went thru a period convinced I was BPD, then NPD Ihem I was sure I was both. I a nether and simply diagnosed as BP with pychosis and perhaps even affective schitz as I am not entirely sure my delusions are dependent of my mood disorder or independent of my mood disorder, we all feel some of the traits fro every disorder. Th real question should be which is doment and only you and a doc can figure that out. So don't be so quick to label yourself.