Does anybody else ever feel like they don't have a personality?

I feel like I come off as a boring person and that that is why people don't talk to me. When I talk to someone, I don't know how to act and see myself how the other person must see me (which is always boring and stupid); and that gets me nervous. I become desperate to think of something to say but my mind just goes blank. It's really annoying and when I go home I feel empty and more like an out cast.

Maybe I am just a boring person? I don't know , but I wish I could just talk to people and have a good sense of self.

I hope I put this in the right forum. I thought it had a few symptoms of social anxiety. I didn't know where else this would be appropriate to post.

hope everyone's doing okay

-The Aes Sedai