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Angel of Bedlam
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Default Dec 09, 2013 at 10:06 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Aventurine View Post
Yes I can appreciate that..
I get extremely angry at people but turn it all inward, but I don't hate that person.. just me for feeling so freaking angry... That's when I feel extreme rage or extreme hurt.

I just think I am really confused about what I am..
I do this. Typically I'll freak out and lash out at the person. Then I'll beg them for forgiveness and turn all the rage I felt for them inward. Combine that with guilt for blowing up and it's the secret recipe for SI.

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Thanks for this!
Aventurine