I feel the Christmas pain myself. I have felt Christmas pain for a good many years it seems. I tend to like early December when decorations go up and some enthusiasm about Christmas. But once that day comes around then it's pretty bad for me. It looks like I will be spending it alone again this year, like every year.

There are some painful things about Christmas for me. Such as people asking me what will I be doing and who am I going to be with. I really hate being asked those things. Also there are so many images of lights, glitter, being in love, thrills, and yet I feel like I'm not in any part of those things.