Shops, Offices, Hospitals, Churches, my t and P'docs offices, Auditoriums. Mostly places where there are people. Its been happening for years. My neck just goes from side to side. Nothing seems to help.

I had to get groceries today and my neck was moving from side to side. Makes it hard to find things on the shelves. I think I should be used to it by now, but I am not. (I have tried to ground myself but it just isnt enough).Then my brain decided to start shutting down. So then I can't think or move. Everything freezes then it lets go, then freezes, and lets go and I just have to get home. Brain blanks. It is so frustrating and scary.

Today a complete stranger came up to me and asked me if I was okay. I wasn't, even though it was kind of her to ask.

I ask myself if this kind of stuff will ever be over. I just don't know.