Hi. I have bipolar 1 and am off my meds. I've been off my meds since November 18th and am currently depressive to the point of not going to work or school or taking care of basic tasks. I am 34 and was diagnosed at age 30, after many mis-diagnosis and wrong meds, poor decisions and suicide attempts, one of which led to serious legal problems which haunt me today. Currently waiting for a hearing about my disability appeal. I'm here in case it helps to talk to other people.