Forget baby steps, this is ground breaking. It reminds me of something like this: (in a news broadcasters voice) Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Heres Tom with the Weather.

It also reminds me of the movie "A Beautiful Mind"

This is truly ground breaking, not kidding. The fact that you did this on your own... means you can do it again, with other things in life as well. You used "Grey" thinking to be able to do this.

From a NON's perspective, does she think about when you guys are offline? Absolutely. If you are around someone as much as you 2 are. Without a doubt you think about them throughout the day. I think about my lady all the time when we are not together. When I'm driving, working, when I'm at home, when I go to the bathroom, when I'm mowing lawns.. I think you get the idea lol.