I used to be a lot worse. I've been so snappy before, like trying to find a reason to take offense to what someone just said to me. I apologize after I catch myself, pride was my biggest vice but with effort I'm able to admit when I'm wrong, and admitting I'm wrong to myself helps me mellow out a bit. That's not to say I can just switch it off, which I can't, but I can manage it better. I haven't thrown anything in quite a while.