Yes Hamster, But our legal marriage not informed to our parents.. our families decided our marriage by next May. How i should tell about our legal marriage? they will kick me out of home. they wont accept me as daughter anymore.. even i am leading my family with my own earnings. its very tough to get divorce now.
Yesterday My Lover(let me say L) fought with me without any reason. i do not have clear info about his affairs till now. he is saying that i am psycho..he added " i am totally trapped(struck) with one pshycho".. really it hurts me.. yesterday i didnt have my dinner and i cried over night.. i am loving him since 2005.. am i wasted my past 8 years????
i didnt expect this from him. i need him but i don't want him like this atitude.. he is cheating and lying anytime.. my memories killing me.. nowadays i have bad thought like suicide.... i dont want to die because my family is more important to me.. please help me..