On the sad side I cut myself last night. It was not bad, I can blame the marks on the rose bush. On the bright side I told my husband about the insanity that has been going on in my head. I told him my fears and how I knew the fears were not rational but I was afraid anyway and wanted not to be afraid. I told him about the monster in my head that has been screaming almost non-stop for the last week. He didn't say anything. I was frightened that he was upset with me. We were in bed so I rolled on my side and curled up into a little ball. Then he stroked me hair. That was all but it was enough. I fell asleep almost immediately and did not dream.
Carrie

<font color=blue>The important thing is this: to be able at any momeent to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.--Charles Du Bos