Tomorrow I am going to talk to a counselor for the first time. Well, it isn't really the first time I guess. I went to a counselor when I was in 1st grade, but it's not the same. All I did was play with toys and draw pictures. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of the talking part. I've never really been good at opening up and talking. I'm so scared of what people will think. Every time I do open up to someone, they don't understand what I'm trying to say or they don't respond in the way I'd hoped they would. Or they just tell me I'm wrong. My mother does that a lot.
Anyway, I'm really nervous.
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I thought that bird would always sing to me.
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