I've smoked alot of pot in my time and one of my childhood friends died in a car wreck march 13, 2005 which i'm sure that made me really depressed and for the last 3-6 months if i smoke pot i will have a panic attack it started one night i got back from panama city from my moms house i spent the night at a friends house and we smoked a blunt and i had this weird panic attack for the first time i was sitting down on the couch and i was feeling fine and i leaned forward and i don't know how to really explain it but it kinda felt like my body went into instant shock for a split second everything went white and then i had a panic attack and after that one i was having them throughout the whole night and now i can take a very small hit off of a joint or bowl or anything and i will have a panic attack and i hate them (>.<) i don't really care for pot anymore i've kinda grown out of it like you would cloths but i'm just really wondering whats the meaning of this