I wish you luck itspeaks. Maybe if you write down the questios before hand and go over them in your mind, might be a way to help you prepare.
Just don't pretend there is nothing wrong when you talk to your T. They understand that there are problems or you wouldn't be there in the first place.
Again, I am sooo proud of you!!
Starting a new journey in you life. It may be scary but you can do it!!
Hugs,
Boopers