You are in the right place. We are here for you and DO understand what you are saying. Although everyone's experiences are a little bit different, there are many things you mention in your post that I have seen repeatedly in others posts and have felt myself. It is a tough battle and it sounds like you losing your license really hit you hard. You will regain your self confidence but it might not be over night. And, remember- baby-steps! If you are continuing to go to the store even if you really don't want to, that is a huge step! Continue to take those little challenges and someday you will maybe even be stronger than ever before and in a job that makes you happy. Good luck!!