Oh Peaches!

Well, I don't know what you're feeling in this momemnt, as in what circumstances brought you to feeling that way, but I do know that even though I don't know you personally I already care about you.

I've felt a similar way plenty of times and its a pain inside that people who have not just can not imagine. But things do get better and life suprises you. And just when you think theres nothing more worth living for, taking a second to look around and evaluate shows you that there actually is. I've found that thinking of past pleasant memories helps me remember that even despite the struggle there has been some kind of positive experience I have and whose to say I won't have another. I can promise you if you kill yourself, you will never have another good experience. That I know for sure.

I was feeling a similar way recently and stumbled upon this website from someone else who cares, you may be interested in reading it. I'm not saying that it will 100% solve the problem (thats not realistic) but it did bring a little perspective to me. I believe that suicide is a personal choice and no one should tell you to do it or not to do it - because no one can live your life for you but you. And i'm not going to lie and say it'll all get better with a good nights rest and tomorrow the sun will come out and all that jazz. But I know that things do eventually get better. And sometimes it takes so so so long to see the light, but it eventually appears and when it does it is so well worth it.

I'll be praying for peace for you.