im out

i just dont know what to say...it all went to hell

i was out in 2 days
the poliec stormed my house thru my backdoor
i was put in the area with the sickest people and worst drug addicts
put in a gym with 30 beds lined up like a 3rd world country
given almost no meds except 1 time

after i got out i was taken to my appt with my nurse

WHO CALLED MY PDOC
and up my haldol to 100mg
and put my on ANOTHER antipsychotic

i was told that im very siick.
that i have a flat affect. delusions. responding to internal stimuli.
just said all that stuff and more.

...i just dont know what to say right now...