Hey everyone. I've never posted on this forum before, but I've been on the site a while. I have schizoaffective disorder bipolar type and PTSD. This past year has been a roller coaster searching for meds, stability, and answers.

I am envisioning some lengthy, insightful post, but it is probably not going to turn out that way. I've found a good support group on the forums centering around my schizoaffective, but I guess I'm looking now for support and answers for my PTSD. My wife thinks that everything stems from that. Maybe she's right, I don't know.

I'm not sure I'm ready to really talk about the cause of my PTSD, but maybe I need to be. My pdoc and T both know about it, but they said if I'm not ready to talk about it, I don't have to. Maybe it's time to talk about it, whether I'm ready or not cause I'm not sure I'll ever really be ready.