Really sorry Newtus that sounds horrible, sorry you had to go through that

Tomorrow is the 12th so I'm feeling anxious about that, saw a funeral today, seemed played out for me.
I'm going out tomorrow, I know they are just going to follow me with cameras, but at least I can run. I have a new knife it's a gerber, the lock is tight, but it's small and cool and it's there for back up.

Meeting my nurse at the cemetery tomorrow as well.