Some legal smoke? What is legal smoke, tobacco, nutmeg, Ti stick, or something else?
I haven’t been sober 17 years, but if someone asked me if I thought their taking a mood altering substance was a good idea, and I assume this smoke has some mood altering effect, I might ask then what do they really want? Like the guy that goes into the hardware store looking for a drill. He doesn’t want a drill, he wants a hole. What do you want? What do you think this legal smoke will give you? What about you do you think needs to be altered, and do you think this alteration will make you happy in the end.
If you think leveling with your sponsor about your motives will cause her to “flip” then maybe your motives are borne of fear. When I am afraid, I am not standing in the sunlight of the spirit.
If I can show you where I am standing right now without fear of being found wanting in one fashion or another, then maybe I am standing where I should be. And if I can’t, then I need to ask myself where do I need to go.
Lets take a look at step one: I am powerless over (you fill in the blank) and my life is unmanageable.
Richard
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