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Originally Posted by lightinthesky
Thank you so much. I was thinking about it because I also don't get much support form my family, they don't really want to listen. . I feel like my life is broken now and I don't know can I possibly move on?! I keep having dreams of him, see him with someone else building a life That WE wanted. I just can't believe that I didn't know him, that 4 years of our life was a lie. And most importantly, despite anything, I love him even tho he is gone and we have no contacts. Love is just sitting there inside me hoping for something.
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You must not think that you didn't know him. You did.....at that time in his life. Those things you planned and dreamed were what he wanted at that time in his life. Unfortunately, he has undergone a life changing experience and it has made him re-evaluate what he wants from his life. Sadly things are different for him now, and he is in a different place.
Please do seek out some support and therapy for yourself. Someone you can talk to and talk about your feelings and vent your anger, frustration and grief to. It will be a long haul emotionally for you, but you will come out of this a stronger, better person for it. You won't see that at this time and it may even feel like an enormous mountain to climb, but you can do it, just get the support you need, and look after yourself, please.
We are all here to support you too and listen to you....sending you a big hug x