If it's been an ok session I leave better than I arrived, sometimes quite smiley and with extra confidence. If it's gone badly or we've been talking about difficult things, she helps me to calm down, though I often start crying again when I get to my car. I am so glad I don't have to go on public transport. I try not to arrange anything for after T so I have some time to process, but it doesn't always work that way (tomorrow I have T then physiotherapy!). I used to see a Pdoc at the hospital. It seemed like every appointment she would question me until I was crying uncontrollably then throw me out. I would have to walk through a load of people as her office was near reception. I would have to go and sit on the floor in the loo till I could get myself together. I am so glad I don't see her anymore!