Ok, so I had quit back when I posted this, but for 24 hours and then I went nuts and picked up smoking again. I never posted it here, don't know why.

Anyway, today is a new attempt. All my friends are quitting, using the patch. So I got the patch yesterday, finished all my cigarettes last night, and put one on this morning. I think about smoking, but it's not the crazy I'm gonna scratch my skin off feeling as before, now that I have this patch on.

Sooooo, it's Day 1 of attempt 5. February first. Good smobriety date. I want this sooo bad, so freed from the bondage of nicotine. My mom died from lung cancer in 99. I'm looking at quitting as a way of making amends to her.