i wasn't sexually abused by relatives, although, my dad is a pedophile he raped my 1st born half sister whom i dont know but my 2nd oldest sister told me the story. my dad would act so stupid to get a 10-17 yr old's attention yet my mom does nothing just scream at him and call the girls *****s/sluts and blaming them.

my sexual abuse goes back to meeting guys offline from chatrooms in high school nothing but constant verbal abuse and lies. since i wasn't getting any love at home, my source was to find it elsewhere. it does affect intimacy with my bf i hated sex in the past because of the abuse like i said, sex isnt fun if you are constantly being called names. i see a therapist...big deal... we talked barely about that part and moved on. i feel i have dealt with it myself long ago after high school....