So my main source of depression is my children. I have 2, one girl who is almost 5 and a son who is 2. Most days I really really don't want to have anything to do with them and the littlest thing sets me off. I yell way too much and every day I regret having them. I really feel no connection to them and feel horrible about it.

I'm not sure how to tell my husband this, I have tried in the past but he doesn't believe me. I'm not sure if this falls under general depression or if there is something more specific that it is called. I know I need to see a psychologist, but I really hate talking about it. And, with the 2 of them in pre-school and such, I really don't have any time due to lack of childcare to talk to anyone anyway.