Princess - I am in pain too. I understand pain and hurt. I have had a lot of it. There is a way to work through the pain. I am living proof. It is work but in the long run its worth it. Perhaps if you can share more it will give us insight as to how we can help you. For now I would just encourage you to share the pain with someone who will just listen and be encouraging and supportive. When you are in pain, you need support. We are here to support you and help you through it. This is a safe place to share whats going on with you. I promise you can get through this. We are never given more than we can bear. It doesn't mean it will all be gone at once but we can get through anything with determination and the will to go on. I hope and pray for your will to be strengthened and for you to have the determination to get through this. We are here to help !!