Got up; got to my office; still plagued by an as-yet undiagnosed health problem. Long and short of it is anxiety about persisting digestive problems, and depression about what I did to get myself in this situation. Again, miserable, and not sure what will help...just a bunch of depression and anxiety thoughts that do not appear as if they want to relent in any way, shape, or form...long check in (thought I might be able to type my way into thinking better)...