....how do i handle the situation. i try not to feed into it, its hard. when she inflicts damage upon me how am i not to respond. retaliate. with my step father finally out of the house its us kids that are the problem. where the ones holding her back. we are failures and she wishes she was gone, we where gone.
telling me she wish she dident live after her od. saying she got closer than i ever would. is it the same old game again? i thought it was done. i told here theres plenty of meds in the house go ahead.
things like that make me not wanna even try.
__________________
Accept me as I am-I have no guarantee.
A claim to perfection I have not.
Perfect I cannot be.
I, like you.....am human.
Prone to make mistakes.
|