Hi, Chloe. You have definitely come to the right place for support. Everyone is accepted here flaws and all. Depression if not a easy thing to live with. I know form experience. If you feel better speaking privately you are welcome to PM me.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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