well, since they have me on the BP I list atm i was wondering if others could share their insight into mania? i've tried to tell them that i dont believe i am manic but their response 2 times is some explanation about rapid cycling and slow cycling or whatever, i dont have rage problems / anger problems and dont lash out

is it possible that they came to the idea of bp because i told them i once quit taking celexa cold turkey because one night i was drinking and my bro upset me blabla? (impulse?) and that i have insomnia that comes in goes, which i think they suspected in waves similar to bp disoders?

this is the hardest thing for me to understand, i think because i dont experience mania..?
any insights / stories with mania would be appreciated

apointments on the 16th so trying to get myself together so that i can have the courage to get out and go to the apointments and hopefuly beable to communicate and not feel like a withdrawn zombie scared to say anything