The depression lingers. No matter what activities I do, it's always there. I feel imprisoned by it. Can't see my pdoc again until 1/16. Really hoping a change in antidepressants will help get me out of the tremendous funk. My worst fear is that I'll end up being treatment resistant, i.e. will keep trying different antidepressants but none will help. I will not go the ECT route, ever. Hoping there's an end to this pain.